Ever just want to write ABOUT yourself? I don't mean a diary really, but more of an piece/paper/book about your philosophies, your character, your thought process, your goods, your bads, your everything. I've had this idea growing in my mind about who I am, what makes me tick, and why I do the things I do. It would be an interesting read, and may explain a lot to a lot of people trying to understanding me -- of course, it would be a personal work which means the only eyes that will fall on it are my own.

Over the last few weeks, after so many actions, my mind runs into this analytical mode, saying "blah blah blah... and that's why you punched him." It's actually rather interesting. There's nothing I don't know about myself, because I'm self-conscious enough to question my motives all the time -- but at the same time, I happy to know that I'm not kidding myself either.

Well, as much as I think it's a great idea, I know it would never work. I love coming up with these ideas, but because it's an on-going effort, I also know I would never be able to drive it to a satisfactory state of completion. Oh well... guess I'll just keep thinking about it then...