I'm finding it extremely difficult to work these days. Today was The Day most people around the office found out whether they would be on their way out or part of the structuring company. Even though this round of layoffs had nothing to do with me, having known my situation for a week now, the desire to know who was let go was still distracting. That and the fact that I really had no concrete work to do, aside from read about what's been on the go in the Telecom industry.

It's a real shame knowing that our company, which held the #1 spot on BC Business's Top Employer list, will fall victim to the troubles of the high-tech industry once again. The layoffs seemed to see so many of the great employees that gave the social feel go, and I wonder whether the people remain will even see their "survival" as a blessing. I am aware of a few people who question whether they still want to stay at the company after the changes, as there will be a huge cultural overhaul, not withstanding morale issues.

Nevertheless, sometimes change is good and it usually doesn't happen unless it's forced. I'm looking forward to new opportunities, whichever way they should appear.